Cayden I Miss You already

Cayden it seems like you were not here for a long time, only a month to be exact. I had visions of the toys, playsets, and clothes I wanted to buy you as you grow older. After the surgery I just knew you were gunna be alrite when you came home. It saddens me to know that Ill have to wait and live right to see you again. Dont worry about cayla, ill be sure to let her know you loved her. She spent more time with you than anyone else...in the womb. A beautiful twin sister you have I know shes gunna be strong with you being apart of her. Chris, athough hes only 2 I know he really dosent know what happened to you, but hes been looking around the house, he does know one of the babies are missing. Well tell him how great of a baby brother you were! And ur mamma, my sister, my bestfriend. I dont know whether shes being strong for herself and everyone else or she just dosnt know how to react. I think its starting to hit close to home. But dont worry, Ill take care of her for you. I know I cant replace you, I guess Immma TOOO big for that and plus imma girl but just keep a close eye on her while Im not around. You were auntie's boy, and youll always be so. U had soo much hair I just couldnt believe it. Im soo sad to see you go Cayden but I know youre flying in the heavens with the people I aspire to be like please be sure to tell Jeremiah and of course Jesus Imma do better so I can also be fly above with them. Thank God for me too for creating a perfect angel like you... well of course when you start talking! Im sad Cayden that youre gone but I will admit my soul literally LEAPS because I know youre in heaven. Just know I love you soo much and Imma try my best to take care of Chris, Cayla, and ure Mamma. The thing that I will forever say about you is youre last outing we took you on before you passed....YOU WERE IN CHURCH IN THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD. The best and last outing any human being could ever want to have. Continue to watch over us. I love you lil man